Dejavu

It's already August 2014...I feel time flies so fast! I do not know why..everytime I'm having a look on other people's photos who's studying oversea, i feel some kind of dejavu. Yes it's true. Suddenly i feel so wanna go back home..to my childhood times. Dejavu about my childhood years. The times of my glorious days accompanied by my late parents. Yes...obviously i'm missing them.. Saje la tengok2 gambar orang nak ambik feel nak ke sana nanti..Tapi tu lah bila tengok mesti rasa sayu..kenapa?sepatutnya berkobar2..seronok..betul tak? Ye la..but i'm not going shopping there..not also on vacations but i have my own duty...to study and complete my Phd! If i am going just for shopping, I would be excited then... Walaupun semua belum pasti, tapi rasa sayu dan sendu sudah mula menyapa.. Ada sendu di dalam hati. I love this country..my land..truthfully. Good or bad, this is where I belong. Since kita masih di bulan raya, nak la tempek gambar famili sebijik bak kata my husband..walhal sekeping. [semua dia nk bijik kan..:P] Selamat hari raya aidilfitri buat semua! Maaf zahir dan batin...