Winter wonderland in Febuary

This photo was taken today in campus area during our way to the office. It is bright sunny day and not too cool today..

Last week it was so cold..real feel was between -21 to -30...just you imagine...i was frozen..sejuk wehh

This photo was taken 2 days ago..it was snowing that time..actually for the whole morning.. Tengoklah betapa banyaknye snow itu.

And I took the chance to capture some good moments at the park..which is on our way to the campus..

Took some snow on the floor..

And let it go! Hehehe. Tak yah nak berangan lebih sangat ye..proposal tu tak siap lagi ye. I just feel tired of putting away everything to just think about my proposal..so I enjoyed it in between.. Life is too short, isn't it? Bila dah tua ni asyik fikir macamni je. Life is too short to worry too much. After all this life now is yours..so live it!

And this is in the evening after picking up Medina at her after school daycare. 

I am not a bright Phd student, but I have a wonderful husband and loveable kids. I won't trde them for anything else. Allah give me hardships to kake me strong and may be this is the only time that we have to care so much for each others.

To my cute kids, thank you for being with ibu..yang kadang2 angin x tentu pasal bila tengah banyak kerja (i am still learning to be a good mom) 

They enjoy snow in Canada..alhamdulillah for everything. Walau semua hanya serba cukup..alhamdulillah semuanya Dia sentiasa permudahkan. We love this place and all its courtesy to our family. But we missed Malaysia for sure. 

Sekian bebelan kosong emak2 yang terasa diri semakin tua. Hahaha.

The frozen bench in the park during snow.

Taman yang diselaputi salji dan Sinaran mentari..subhannallah..Indah!

Wajah yang kurindu...

They bumped into each others and realized that they have something in common which is me, who is the most serabut friend. Kihkih.

I missed them much, but He plan their meeting to ease my longiness. I really hope I can see them often but distance always come in between.

True that life is never perfect, but He surely sent someone or bunch of good people who would stick by you no matter where life might push you around.

Thank uou Allah for this blessing. I love them as much I love myself. T - T they are my reminder, to keep on the path whenever I lost on track.

I surely not the best of friend they could have but they are the bestest ones I could ever have.

Thank you Allah...

Pushing factors

Seen my sv this morning. And one thing that is in my mind is only that I got to work   really hard this month.

Kena stay up la nampak gayanya..tidur pun dah tak lena nih. 

Remember this: the only way to solve your problem is by dealing with them! Kan ? Kalau kita lari dari masalah, siapa pulak nak selesaikan. Kalau buntu sangat pun doa lah banyak2 mintak petunjuk dan cahaya dari Dia..

Doakanlah semoga semuanya Allahpermudahkan

InshaaAllah... Doa doa dan doa!

The lowest point

Do u know how it feels to fail to achieve something? Or didn't get what u want or really wanted?

It feels like rubbish T - T it does not smelly etc but u would feel useless. U would think that others are way better than u, smarter than u and u become smaller and smaller..

I dont mind feeling small..i do not wish to appear obvious as well, i just do not like to feel bad about myself. 

But...looking at the brighter side which I always do when I feel down, only failure and feeling low would make u work harder.. It's like it gave u a slap on your face! 

New challenges will make u build new strength and skills..bukankah? 

I am gonna work smarter and give my full energy into it. Pray for me-