Of anGer

Today i just wanna blog a little bit of my experience teaching or giving lecture to diploma students.So far,i have never been asked to teach degree students yet.Tapi next semester, memang dah sah dah aku ngajar budak degree..Do pray for me ok?


Semester yang baru lepas ni aku ditugaskan mengajar budak diploma tahun 1.Subjek Engine*ering M*aterials.Truthfully, i dont like this subject very much.Especially masa tahun 1 dulu, rasa2nya banyak tido je dalam kuliah.Tapi masa Prof H*usna ajar time 2nd year..syok giler,sempoi and rocks okeh! hehee..i love her..;p


Student plak macam otai2 je..tak macam student semester sebelum nih,at least they showed some respect to the lecturers.Though it was my first time teaching, i still enjoyed it that time.But it changed on the 2nd semester..Aku mengaku lah semua tu atas kelemahan aku jugak,which has so many things to learn and catch up at this new place but excuse me,i am new to this field.


Setiap kali lepas ngajar kelas budak2 nih, mesti lepas tu aku rasa loser okeh[rasa je tapi aku adalah winner..;p yelah..nak sedapkan hati sendiri] I often told him [my love..ahem2] that i cant do this..i feel weak..T _ T But he consoled me that i can do it..Dia suruh garang2 sket supaya student takut.Memang aku tak garang pun masa mengajar..i still didnt catch up all of this.Aku takut bila aku garang, student tak suka masuk kelas pulak.Padahal garang tu lebih kepada kena tegas sikit lah.yes..my weakness again.I confess.


Then, there was one time, when they gone off the limits.That was during the end of semester.Cuba bayangkan apa rasa kalauy kita tengah bercakap kat depan sampai kering tekak tapi diorang boleh gelak2 kat belakang, bersuka ria dan bergurau senda.As if i was not exist at all in the class! That was annoying okay.I tried to cool down and keep giving lecture,but finally i cudnt keep it anymore.So i went like,


'Apa yang kamu gelak2 kat belakang tu?Saya rasa saya takde buat lawak pun kat depan ni.'And guess what?Semua diam..mati kutu lah tu.Dalam hati membara je tau.Mujurlah kesabaran masih bersisa masa tu.Nampak kecikkk je sume budak2 tu.Hahahahha.So i thought everyone has realised their fault.I continued the class.But.Ade lagi yang buat hal.There was this one student put his laptop in front of him.And i noticed his eyes didnt even look at me, and of course he wasnt listening to my lecture.



Grrr.Sungguh menguji kesabaran.Teruslah aku sebut nama dia dan suruh dia tutup laptop.Tapi dia degil dan seolah2 tidak mendengar.Huh.'Ali [bukan nama sebenar lah], boleh tak sambung 'kerja' lepas kelas?tolong tutup laptop tu boleh?'Dengan sungguh berhemah aku menyuruh [padahal dalam hati gunung berapi dah meletup!] As if i didnt know that he is browsing facebook. Well3.


This class memang buat aku hangin lah.Banyak lagi kejadian2 yang aku alami.Masa minggu last lagi lah, yang malay girls semua tak datang.Masa tu aku kena ajar kelas pukul 8 pagi.Aku ingat diorang tak datang sebab tak nak masuk kelas aku, rupa2nya bila cerita kat lecturer lagi sorang yang share subjek nih, dia kata memang tiap kali kelas pukul 8 diorang buat hal.Hmmphhh.Geram.They made me feel bad about myself already.Penat aku risau rupa2nya attitude diorg memang ada yang tak kena.


Penat tau rasa marah macam ni..Moral of the story, please show some respect to the one who is willing to share their knowledge with us okay.There's still a lot more that i need to learn.Semoga dipermudahkanNya.

Sekian.